Skip to main content











✊ The use of the fist as a salute by communists and antifascists is first evidenced in 1924, when it was adopted for the Communist Party of Germany's Roter Frontkämpferbund ("Alliance of Red Front-Fighters"). In reaction, the Nazi Party adopted the well-known Roman salute two years later. jstor.org/stable/27672022




















So after being told I probably have Central Sensitization Syndrome I've been off and on diving into learning more...

Finally sat down and properly learned wtf "malaise" (in particular Post Exertional Malaise) is and now I'm sitting with the classic "Oh, that's a thing" feeling. Oh, and it can be triggered by just having too much feelings sometimes?!

Ugh... at least I've got something that fits going forward so I can start contextualizing this shit... but oof