Content warning: anxiety attack regarding us pol, transphobia, antisemitism, health
Totally beyond overwhelmed right...
Moves wildly overwhelm me in the best of times, but now I'm: * getting over being sick, still losing sleep from coughing and occasional debilitatingly painful coughing fits * still exhausted from recent overwhelming emotional labor a couple of weeks ago * massive anxiety over being hyper aware of increasing threats to my safety from !the fucking government! for being trans and how it's even fucking with my ID and ability to legally drive (I literally have no valid photo id right now, and terrified that'll block me from moving in) * next month is an election that determines whether this country continues its descent into mirroring Nazi Germany * nevermind that sickness and anxiety kept me from attending The High Holy Days at synagogue! * or the fact that said synagogue still has the persistent reminder of being firebombed back in 2021 and anti-semitism is only getting worse so I'm always a little afraid when attending
I just... can't... but I still have to keep moving somehow...
